Thursday, October 18, 2012

Exhaustion... Isn't it miserable?

So, here I am at work and the kids are being relatively good. Now that's saying something! Only I can barely keep my eyes open just sitting here. Anyone ever have to deal with that? I do! With IH as I said in my previous post that I have, comes EXTREME exhaustion! It's miserable! I wake up tired. I feel like a could sleep a week and STILL be tired! Now imagine feeling like this EVERYDAY! It's irritating.... And no one ever gets it! I could say I'm tired, and all they say, "Well, go take a nap." Except I could take a nap and still wake up tired. I once slept like ALL day (Still don't know how my family allowed me to), and still went to bed early and slept in late. How is that?! I also suffer from insomnia... Add that to always being tired. Not a good mix! It's just so hard to make it through the day without falling asleep on my feet. People can try to understand how I feel most of the time, but they don't, no matter how hard they try. So imagine trying to do everyday things with this extreme exhaustion I have... Really hard! I have to get up at the crack of dawn EVERY morning and take stupid medicine that doesn't seem to help me. I have to get ready for work and be out the door around 7 A.M. Then I have to deal with these hoodlums that drive me to the point of INSANITY! And try not to fall asleep randomly throughout the day. Then I get home and try to spend as much time with my family as possible before I go to sleep earlier than my little brother does so that way I can have a decent amount of sleep. (Even though it doesn't help with the tiredness all day). And on top of all of that, the medicine the doctors keep putting me on, even though it doesn't help, causes drowsiness. Oh, joy! So enough of me rambling about tiredness and random things I need to sign off and get back to seriously thinking of duct taping the kids in the closet! JK... Maybe...

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